Tuesday, April 12, 2011

the edge.

I'm trying not to be  frustrated.
 I want so badly to not let this phase me.
I know I need to leave my whole life in the hands of my father.
And Somewhere in me I know that he knows what he's doing.
But I cant take much more,
I feel like I'm slowly being pushed over the edge.
I Dont know what will happen if I fall.


  1. Woah you changed you blogtitle! I love the new look! :) and if you do happen to fall I'll be here for you! :)

  2. I love your new look...it is so cool :P

  3. I guess that's why trust is so hard, hey? It's very easy to think of all the negative "what ifs". Instead of doing that, I want to encouarge you to think of the good things and continue to build an intimate relationship with God.
    Seek him for who he, chat with him about your day, about what you're excited for and what you're struggling with. He wants to hear it all. And don't forget to be listening for him. He doesn't always talk to us in the ways that we expect and he doesn't always tell us what we want to hear. If you seek God with a willing, open heart, you will find him. =)

    Look to the LORD and his strength; seek his face always. Psalm 105:4

    I say to myself, “The LORD is my portion;
    therefore I will wait for him.”
    The LORD is good to those whose hope is in him,
    to the one who seeks him.
    Lamentations 3:24-25

    Remain in me, and I will remain in you. No branch can bear fruit by itself; it must remain in the vine. Neither can you bear fruit unless you remain in me. John 15:4