Sunday, October 31, 2010
this is me.
So in all honesty, i couldn't for the life of me tell you who "me" is right now. Between school, friends, family, and a whole bunch of other things; growing up and finding my identity was more complicated than i thought! I always figured that by the time I was sixteen I would have this life business figured. Obstacles wouldn't be a problem, and id just be ready to finish high school and get on with my life, id just have a plan all figured out! What i didn't get, and sometimes still forget, is that I don't make my plans, God does. And he made them a loong time ago. Psalms 139:15 says, " You saw me before I was born. Everyday of my life was recorded in your book. Every moment was laid out before a single day had passed." So I'm starting to think that growing up isn't about discovering what you want to do with your life, its about discovering what God wants with your life. Im learning that he has this awesome plan laid out, and its about a gazillion times better than what we can get from this world! But because of the temptations of this world, his plan for our life isnt always easy. And both decisions you make, and those that those close to you make, can make for some major speed bumps on our walks with God. But for me, its about knowing he's there with you through all situations, and its all worth it in the end!! So I'm ready to follow his plan, and make my life God centered, Rather than earth centered. Because for me, thats the biggest, and best choice a person can make! I'm not so sure where I'm going, When im going anywhere but here, or why, but I'm turbo excited to see what God has planned, and umm I'm gonna try and give this blogging thing a shot in case you want to see what God's doing in my life too! <3