I didn't realize that me letting go
would mean that you would run away.
I was tired of fighting so hard to maintain this friendship,
when I wasn't even sure I belonged.
But I didn't think that would mean you would forget it ever happened,
it makes me wonder if you were really holding on in the first place.
I wonder if you ever would have been there to hold my hand when I couldn't walk alone,
or if that shoulder to cry on was all in my head.
So maybe it was time to let go,
I'll just stay here and you watch you run away.